I understand the desire to fight for what you had but it’s very interesting when you learn to let go your mind set changes. It was not long ago when a woman who had been through a different trauma, could see the peril in my heart related to what I wasn’t anymore. She frankly asked me what would I do if my husband compared me to another woman? of course I was shocked and defiant. Like oh I kick his ass then she asked me why am I comparing myself to her the woman I used to be the mom I used to be the everything I used to be I’ve been punishing myself ever since I had gotten sick and that was like a game changer for me, you don’t need to fight you just have to let go and look for evidence that will help you heal from the inside out. You can do it you got this! Evidence and information is coming and you’re not alone.