I just reread your text.

One thing that occurred to me (I hope this won't sound silly): do you like classical music? Listening to certain pieces can be truly life-enriching. Two examples, both by Franz Schubert. For power and profundity, the String Quintet in C Major. For joy, the symphony no. 5.

For a Jewish connection there is the music of Ernest Bloch.

All easily found on YouTube etc