I lived a completely normal confident life before this. I was great. I definitely know that I have something due to blurred vision, mentally different and physically different. I didn't celebrate Christmas or my birthday because I was laying around feeling junky. I wake up feeling hungover. I don't don't drink. I smoke occasionally. Not the issue. I've completely stopped to see if that would help. My hemoglobin and hemocrits are steady rising and before being borderline anemic and now being complete opposite I can see something is wrong my body. If it's as simple as a cold or as serious as cancer. I know I need it fixed. But I don't have allergies. I'm on anxiety medication and nothing I do on the weekends will make this go away. There is a tiny something off in my body and I feel this is why it's a struggle to figure it out. A lot of people have said lupus. I'm just not sure. It's not polycythemia vera because Jak 2 was negative