What choice do we have ?
I have two grown kids that just got married ( both have been out of the nest since college ) now 30 and 34 . They both just got married in 2022. So I’m sure they will be starting families soon .
I have two loving dogs that depend a lot on me and my husband. I have some close friends but in other states .
No real friends here where I live . My kids are 2 hrs away and we only see them every 3-4 months for a day and a night .
I don’t drive last 4 years in FL , it’s too crazy here .
I want to give up … I really do . I’m tired as you I’m sure are of living like this and being so sick you can’t enjoy a meal , can’t sleep 💤 well , can’t just be w/o suffering .
It’s a double edged sword 🗡️. Staying here or not want to ne here anymore.
Life has not been enjoyable for almost 10 of my 61 years .
I’ve had plenty of ups and downs before that but I was healthy then .
So we keep going …
We pray maybe one Dr. Or that the Lord would help us .
I’m tired ,
We leave for a weeks vacation after 4.5 yrs not going on one .
I’m not at all excited.
That’s sad …
I’m going for my hubby and my pups 🐶.
It’s an Ocean front townhouse two hrs north of us .
I’ll do the best I can .
Thank you for your kind words and I pray 🙏 for you too .