Anita as a mother of 2 grown boys and 3 grandchildren there is no bigger test of faith than our kids getting a serious diagnosis. However, God is closer to us when we are suffering. He has Alexander in the palm of his hands. If you possibly can, for your own health reasons, turn it over to God. I don’t mean following up with his doctors and treatments, I mean the worry, pain and heartache. Turn it over to God and then thank him for taking care of both you and Alexander. I hope I don’t come across as preaching I am just letting you know what works for me. On Sunday mornings there is a pastor in Austin Texas Joel Osteen (Lakeview Church) on you tube who I think you would enjoy listening to and help you through your week. God bless.