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CLL leukemia: Just diagnosed, what can be done?
Blood Cancers & Disorders | Last Active: Jul 20 8:54am | Replies (200)Comment receiving replies
Hello everyone.
I was recently diagnosed with cll. I also have thyroid cancer and renal cell carcinoma. All this within the last three years. As you could imagine life has been very difficult for me and I’m beginning to lose hope. Right now I’m very weak so if you would read my story at go fund me ( you don’t have to donate) I could use a few words of encouragement or anything. My family doesn’t even believe that I have cancer. Maybe they don’t want to accept the fact. I have four brothers and two sisters, none of which have cancer. Lucky me. The doctors want to take my left kidney. I can’t do it. I just can’t. When does it end? I don’t mean to be such a downer, but one can only take so much. My apologies. Maybe I’ll write again sometime. I hope all of you do well with your treatment and fight this terrible disease with everything you have and I’ll be rooting for every single one of you. Thank you for reading this. ~ Barbara Megara
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Hello Barbara, Wish I could reach through this computer and give you a hug! You’ve been through heck and back the past 3 years…I know that feeling of trying to hold your head above water when it just keeps pouring! And my goodness, don’t apologize for being a downer…when you’re tired and weak it’s so difficult to feel positive! You’re feeling you’re at the end of the line of hope right now, but I want to toss you a life line.
Please don’t give up hope. I have to share my moment when I thought I had reached the end. My night nurse came in to check my vitals and puff my pillow. I felt I was in my final hours and made peace with the fact that I’d not wake up. When he was finished with his routine, he came over to the bed again and ducked down to give me a hug…he then whispered in my ear. “The only thing stronger than fear is hope.”
I couldn’t speak but I was able to make tears run down my cheek. That moment impacted me so strongly! I felt electricity inside and this sense of needing to push forward. That was a turning point for me. I want you to feel that sense, that spirit of endurance, so that you push through this for you and your family!
As for your family not believing you have cancer? Well, Barbara, because you’ve joined us on Connect, you’ve just gained an entirely new family. So many of us have had cancers and have lived to share our stories and are here to offer encouragement and support…unconditionally!
Let’s look at each one of these events that want to take you on. They don’t know who they’re messing around with! You can take control and be an ‘over-comer’!
The newest, CLL is generally a very slowly developing situation so that one can go on the back burner for a while and simmer.
But tell me about your thyroid cancer and the renal cell carcinoma?
What treatment have you received for your thyroid? Did you have your thyroid removed?
A positive note is that we were blessed with two kidneys and people live quite well with one. What has your doctor said about the removal and the positive outcome of having that done? Does your doctor feel the cancer is limited to that one kidney?