Those responses were extremely helpful to me. Today coming home from the doctor I decided to stop in at The Bistro in our community to order a small meal to take home. With the help of all these wonderful people, I was able to go in and order, and guess what - the neon sign wasn't there. I am also able to accept the fact that I will always be a shy and quiet person. That's just who I am. Now I have to accept that the man I lived with and loved for 59 years is no longer here. That's going to be hard.