Dose anyone else feel like neuropathy is taking over their life?

Posted by annregister @annregister, Apr 11, 2023

I am in search of others that are in the same pain as I am. I feel like that the neuropathy has taken over my life. I have finally been diagnosed after four years, with axonal sensorimotor polyneuropathy and small fiber neuropathy. I also have Raynaud’s. Sometimes I feel like, because there’s no boo-boo or Band-Aid that people can see, others do not understand the every day every night pain that I am in. I am a first grade teacher, I love to draw I love to paint I love to be in the garden, I have a new grandbaby …. However, I can’t stand for long periods of time. I’m no longer able to drive, because of the no-feeling in my hands and feet. I can’t even hold a pencil for a long period of time, because my hands go numb and then I drop the pencil. I walk with assistance, for fear of falling, because of no longer feeling my feet. I have tried all of the go to medication‘s that my neurologist has suggested, however none have worked. Gabapentin; the worst of them all, has taken my ability to think as quickly as I need to, to be an affective first grade teacher. I am not able to process or communicate as well as I should be able to. Lyrica; was another medication that gave me dark thoughts. And, on top of those medication’s, my body does not handle narcotics very well, so I just deal with the pain day in and day out. I am just at a loss. Is anyone else out there that feels the same as me?

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@annregister yes and I am still searching for a definitive diagnosis which seems unlikely after the latest round of testing. I refuse to take gabapentin, lyrica, cymbalta, elavil, etc. as I need to continue working. Pain escalates throughout the day from mild in the AM to exceeding uncomfortable in the evening. My wife no longer wants me to drive as of course the neuropathy attacked my “good” side, the other side being affected by cerebral palsy. It is the straw that broke this camel’s back. I thankfully work from my house and almost never leave the house. I hope you find some relief .

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I should also add that I am trialing low-dose naltrexone (LDN) to see if it lowers the intensity of the pain. It was something I decided I wanted to try and got a prescription from my PCP. When I saw the neurologist a few weeks ago, he also suggested LDN. It doesn’t seem to have any cognitive side effects but it is too soon to say whether it is working or not.

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What was your Raynaud's like? I thought my son and I had that for decades with the sudden swelling, burning, itching, redness and white polkadots on our palms and soles. Elevating hands and feet made it go away. But it was never connected to cold like Raynaud's says so I'm not sure exactly what caused it other than our HNPP. How did yours come on and how long was an episode? What did your hands look like during an attack? Just curious.

I also can't take narcotics. They do nothing for my pain, just cause side effects. I'm allergic to all OTC NSAIDS so there is nothing I can take for pain even after surgery or with my kidney stone. Now I have cancer. Scary, especially since neuropathy tends to enhance pain signals -- no off switch on those. I haven't tried any of the neuro pain meds like Lyrican or Gabapentin since my pain is fleeting, but I don't do well with meds in general. Sorry to hear so many people say those didn't work and/or had very undesirable side effects. I may need to try them one day if neuro pain becomes constant. Hope you all can find your magic solution.

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I had been in the same boat with you for many years until I was introduced to a spine stimulator. I was using several different topical ointments that gave me some relief. The best one I have found so far is CVS' lidocaine lotion and I still use it even though I've had a stimulator implanted earlier in the year. Like you, I sometimes feel like that all I ever do is deal with PN. The condition has killed my social life except for a couple of friends and my family. I'm 77 and I've been retired for 12 years. I never thought I'd miss working until I no longer had a job. Or I should say, a paying job. Now my job is taking care of my feet and hands. I'm still waiting for my first paycheck to arrive.

Regarding narcotics, what have you tried? I'm taking a combination of 10mg of oxycodone and 5mg of methadone. Along with 3200mg of gabapentin each day, they are fairly effective at giving me some relief without making me feel like I am in some kind of stupor.

I wish you the best of success as you look for some answers.

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I’m in constant pain. Nothing helps.

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@californiazebra

What was your Raynaud's like? I thought my son and I had that for decades with the sudden swelling, burning, itching, redness and white polkadots on our palms and soles. Elevating hands and feet made it go away. But it was never connected to cold like Raynaud's says so I'm not sure exactly what caused it other than our HNPP. How did yours come on and how long was an episode? What did your hands look like during an attack? Just curious.

I also can't take narcotics. They do nothing for my pain, just cause side effects. I'm allergic to all OTC NSAIDS so there is nothing I can take for pain even after surgery or with my kidney stone. Now I have cancer. Scary, especially since neuropathy tends to enhance pain signals -- no off switch on those. I haven't tried any of the neuro pain meds like Lyrican or Gabapentin since my pain is fleeting, but I don't do well with meds in general. Sorry to hear so many people say those didn't work and/or had very undesirable side effects. I may need to try them one day if neuro pain becomes constant. Hope you all can find your magic solution.

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Raynaud’s is more pronounced in my feet but also in my hands on occasion. Swelling, burning, and the color variations (red,white,blue). At first, the doc said Covid Foot????? Then when blood work came back she said Raynaud’s. Not the Phenomenon, but the disease. The phenomenon is related to an autoimmune. The disease is on its own. Mine seems to get worse when my pain level from neuropathy is over the roof. Doc just said to wear gloves and socks. Episodes last around two-three weeks. Doc seems to think the Covid vaccine had something to do with Raynaud’s peaking through. Sorry to hear about your cancer diagnosis. I to, do not take any medication for pain. It’s tough but I do not like the side effects.

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@mayodoug

I had been in the same boat with you for many years until I was introduced to a spine stimulator. I was using several different topical ointments that gave me some relief. The best one I have found so far is CVS' lidocaine lotion and I still use it even though I've had a stimulator implanted earlier in the year. Like you, I sometimes feel like that all I ever do is deal with PN. The condition has killed my social life except for a couple of friends and my family. I'm 77 and I've been retired for 12 years. I never thought I'd miss working until I no longer had a job. Or I should say, a paying job. Now my job is taking care of my feet and hands. I'm still waiting for my first paycheck to arrive.

Regarding narcotics, what have you tried? I'm taking a combination of 10mg of oxycodone and 5mg of methadone. Along with 3200mg of gabapentin each day, they are fairly effective at giving me some relief without making me feel like I am in some kind of stupor.

I wish you the best of success as you look for some answers.

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I had a bad side effect from gabapentin. My cognitive abilities were shot. I literally could not think or process information. And, I’m a first grade teacher. Not a great combination. I’m supposed to see pain management at the end of the month. I’m hoping we talk about a stimulator.

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@pamelaz

I’m in constant pain. Nothing helps.

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I am right there with you. I feel like some doctors have given up on me. I’m so sorry you are in so much pain.

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@aaroncush

@annregister yes and I am still searching for a definitive diagnosis which seems unlikely after the latest round of testing. I refuse to take gabapentin, lyrica, cymbalta, elavil, etc. as I need to continue working. Pain escalates throughout the day from mild in the AM to exceeding uncomfortable in the evening. My wife no longer wants me to drive as of course the neuropathy attacked my “good” side, the other side being affected by cerebral palsy. It is the straw that broke this camel’s back. I thankfully work from my house and almost never leave the house. I hope you find some relief .

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I feel like I’ve tried everything. One doctor said to me…he was a meds kinda doctor. He was going to try different kinds of combinations of drugs to see if he could find one that worked for me. Ugh…..I feel like I was a Guineapig. You said you are trailing another med. good luck.

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@annregister

Raynaud’s is more pronounced in my feet but also in my hands on occasion. Swelling, burning, and the color variations (red,white,blue). At first, the doc said Covid Foot????? Then when blood work came back she said Raynaud’s. Not the Phenomenon, but the disease. The phenomenon is related to an autoimmune. The disease is on its own. Mine seems to get worse when my pain level from neuropathy is over the roof. Doc just said to wear gloves and socks. Episodes last around two-three weeks. Doc seems to think the Covid vaccine had something to do with Raynaud’s peaking through. Sorry to hear about your cancer diagnosis. I to, do not take any medication for pain. It’s tough but I do not like the side effects.

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That sounds awful. I just looked at images of Raynaud's online and that looks different than what was happening to me and my son. Our episodes were gone in minutes if we elevated our hands and feet. The color variations are pretty crazy. I don't remember ours involving fingers and toes, just palms and soles. Thanks for your response.

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