Hi Rusty!
I'm sorry to hear you are feeling sad and lonely. It's normal to cry but obviously something is really bothering you. You need to figure out what that is and try and fix it, if you can. If it's the death of a loved one, it will take a few years before it's easier to deal with. I remember it took me a good 3 years when my mom died before I could watch the soap we always watched together without crying. (Young and the Restless. Mom loved Victor!) But it did eventually get better.

This forum is a good place to start straightening out your life and feelings. They are very friendly on this forum and especially knowledgable and have a lot to offer. Just give a brief explanation of what is bothering you and you will get a lot of good suggestions that might help you a lot.

Another helpful thing is prayer. Just talk to God as if he were your very best friend and he is! You don't need to pray any formal prayer. Even if you just say, "God, please help me! Amen." that will be enough and he will answer your prayer and get you the help you need. God made you and he can help you. It states somewhere in the Bible, (I can't remember where at the moment.) "God knows of all your needs." and he does.

I hope things get better for you. I'll say a prayer for you.
PML