When I had my transplant I was like a horse with blinders on and focused on one hurdle at a time. Last month which was one year after the 36 rounds of chemo and radiation. I was crying at everything and thought I lost my passion to dance. My doctor said that my body and mind had been through trauma a year ago and I was experiencing something like PTSD.
Tell your doctor what you are experiencing. Acknowledge the trauma and know that with the advice of the doctor the trauma will subside. Grief is also a part of the healing process.
I am back to dancing three times a week and feeling much better.
Keep the faith, Barbara