My understanding is that I haven't fully rejected it hence keeping me on the immunosuppression. I test every 4wks. They found it routinely, urine 1m post transplant & 3m in bood. I had no symptoms until I failed. Yes, stress isnt good. Keep looking in the mirror saying positive things,: you love yourself(it starts w/u), I will clear the virus, I am grateful for...) every negative thought needs to be replaced w/a positive one ;). Sit or lay in silence and just breathe daily. You can utube meditation, there is guided & just music ones if you want to try it. I saw a counselor for 6m too. I even wrote on my mirror & kept it on there for a year. Keep going, everything is for a reason 😉