That's a lot of Ambien. Where are you getting them all? My doctor gave me an anti-depressant. He said if he could slow me down during the day, I would sleep at night. I eventually got off the Ambien because other medicine made me tired enough to sleep. Now I take Ativan to sleep. Another addiction, but no hang over like with the Ambiens. Please, talk to your doctor. How about going to church? So many people there to make friends with. Be happy; life is short!