God Bless you as you struggle with this decision. I also have this cancer and had to wait 6 years before getting treatment. It was already in my lymph nodes when discovered. I was 62 when diagnosed and I am going to be 80 this fall. I understand the thoughts and the little fear that lurks in back of your mind. Cat scan once a year and see the oncologist every 6 months for life. Said all this so you know I can understand what you are going through mentally. I just wondered if you and your husband had ever considered adoption or foster parents. There is always a way if you look hard enough. I have used these years since I learned of my cancer to make memories with my family and it has kept us all together and fun times. I also fight against this osteoporosis and holding my own. I will be thinking and praying you make the right decision for you and family.