If your situation is debilitating as in like you described that you feel like a vegetable, in that case, you can talk to your ENT and discuss a cochlear implant. If it is too expensive you could consider offshore like Singapore or India. You might have to stay in that country for some time my guess would be 3- 12 months for therapy and to manage complications. It will be an emotionally traumatic journey for the first couple of years but then you can expect life to live more normally. Other choices would be to do resection surgery to decrease the impact I do not know how successful that would be. My sincere prayers for you. Keep us updated.