Hi. So sorry to hear of your struggles. I feel like I know it first hand. I have Type 1, had a seizure from a low and then took myself off of another similar drug. Now battle insomnia and depression in a way that feels very chemical. Try the site Inner Compass. It is a site where you will find others withdrawing from Benz and antidepressants. Has helped me a lot. I don’t feel alone in this anymore. Hugs to you and your son. Bravo for getting this far.