I want the thank secglc2 for the comments that were made. Like you I placed my trust in the ‘Man upstairs’ and how He was truly my helped me through this part of my life.
When I was first diagnosed I was placed into ICU. I do not remember any of this part of my hospital experience but what my wife states, I was not in a coma but I was incognito for the first week that I was in the hospital. During my first week I was pulling out IV lines and did not understand anything that was stated to me and I did not make any sense when I tried to talk. I was restrained during this time. Thank God I do not remember any of this time. Fortunately I do not remember any of this.
I have had to relearn how to write and also to use my computer. As we came down the the end, a MRI was done. The Hope was that it would show a negative (or normal) result and it was not normal. Thought at this time, with me being older (77), was not necessarily bad but May mean future issues. Well, in March of 2023, it will be 7 years. since I was diagnosed.
As I mentioned earlier, the ‘Man upstairs’ has been with me all along. The truth is this that was with me during the good times as well as the times when you do not know where He is. He is with you more when you don’t see Him, or when you don’t feel Him. Sometimes those are the times He’s there when it’s the most difficult times of your life.