Hi Colleen, thanks so much for your reply and I'm sorry that I only just saw it. Thanks for checking on me. I certainly have been having my moments. I am your run of the mill control freak. I'm working hard to take one day at a time and trying not to let fear creep in and conjure up what could go wrong. I lost my Dad to cholangiocarcinoma in 2007, my Stepmommy to pancreatic cancer in 2014, with that a little PTSD rears it's head now. I'm trying to stick with Courage. Grace.and Good Humour.