I was stuck at the payment phase. I just couldn’t get my head around paying that much money all of a sudden . I had to take a step back and reconsider . Talking with friends and family , I eventually came back around that it’s my only option and I’ll just have to pay it and forget . Hopefully will find a reasonable accommodation rate . This is hard earned retirement money , so a serious rethink was justified . Anyway , away I go . As soon as I can arrange for the bill to be paid they will schedule me .