When I look to my inner self I see failure. Probably leftovers from childhood but thats behind me. The inner self is not.

What do you want to see?

I wish I could answer that but since I have nothing to compare to what I see now and throughout life, I dont know. Maybe one who loves himself?

How would loving yourself make a difference?

I suppose It would help me to see myself the way God sees me. Make sense? I think a person who feels good about who he or she is probably will feel better at accomplishing things. Have an I can do it attitude sort of speak

It makes perfect sense. What is it that God wants you to accomplish while you are here on earth?

Well, great question. I know He has a plan just not sure what that plan is long term. I have a trust issue and not much hope so that puts me in a place of being sort of unusable for lack of a better term. Here is what I have felt. I have the ability to understand others who are struggling with many of the same things as I had in the past. Once again though, because of my own despair I lack any motivation thus useless.

So what does a trusting relationship look like to you?

I'm asking these questions - not because I want to analyze you - but because I believe you do have the answers within yourself... they're just buried deep inside you.

Pretty scary, huh?