....its a long story, year had c.diff, reason why, also diagnosis of narrow angle glaucoma, took myself off zoloft , as have said on here before , 4 friends died and i had no help at home except spoue with c.diff and isolated myself by year end was basket case if you will excuse that expession, then 2019 dr at emerge put me back on zoloft which gave me heart pounding at night even tho hadnt before and took me off clonazepam which also had been on 15 years it was a tough year and so isolated and weak didnt realize i had extreme fatigue; the new family dr. dismissed me from his practice in Sept. as i had phoned collevge to ask how to deal with his yelling at me and in front of patients in waiting room and i hadnt done anything wrong, spilled water on my pills and needed prescription 5 days early etc. since then not myself and rarely leae the house, enough was enough after the other things in my life and then tinnitus and hyperacusis, eusatchian tube disfunction and havent slept through one night since... hyperacusit i hear every noise, not looking for sympathy as know there are many, thousands, in more dire circumstances than me but my life as i knew it ended and was because of ibs-d and many utis because of it and given too many antibiotics which led to cdiff, my bad luck! best wishes to all the sick and suffering everywhere and lucy you are in usa and can go to MAYO, I am in northern ontario and its a different story especilly when cannot travel due to now fecal incontinence, as good teaching hospitals in Toronto etc. I find cbt and trying to stay positive is now beyond my reach at 79... hugs, J.