Hello @inlandempire90, Welcome to Connect. I love your Connect member name! I grew up in the Inland Empire and have lots of great memories of those days. I'm so sorry to hear that you have those terrible symptoms after receiving the COVID vaccine. I didn't have any adverse reactions myself but others have shared their continuing experience in the following discussion that you might find helpful:

-- Any tips to help recovery for a COVID Long-Hauler?:
https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/long-hauler/
I too have drastically reduced the amount of coffee I consume daily and surprisingly feel better. I do need my one cup in the morning though. You mentioned being too scared to see a doctor. It might help if you plan your conversation with the doctor. There are some great tips on planning your conversation here:

-- The Patient Revolution - Tools For the Visit:
https://patientrevolution.org/visit-tools
The unknown can be a little scary but wouldn't you want to know if there is a treatment or something that will help you?