I hear you, I have not been through all you have. I had to have about a foot of my Sigmoid removed in 2015 due to Diverticulitis. I have not had as good of control of my bowel since. In December of last year they removed my Gallbladder after I became septic with gangrene. I was given large doses IV of antibiotics for the bacteria. It really scared me as I have tried to avoid antibiotics since my colon surgery in 2015. Before removal I was on strong Antibiotics on and off for 5 months. Back to my GB surgery in December I developed post cholesectomy syndrome and have had constant watery D. This has caused some incontinence in me. Florestor was recommended by my surgeon. I was also on it in 2015 when I was on all those strong ATBX's. My UTI Iam now having could possibly be from that constant diarrhea. Iam such a clean freak about my toileting and showering that it really bummed me out when this UTI started. I was also diagnosed with CKD 3a a few years ago which has been stable. Then I developed a pretty bad case of Macular Degeneration. The "Golden Years" Iam a very active person and this has been hard on me as I do suffer from periods of depression and anxiety. My heart feels for you. We will get through this...we have to!🤗