I can understand. This has taught me a lot about pain. Not that I wanted to learn but I did. I hope you can find some relief. I saw at least five doctors until this last one. I never saw so many 5 star reviews for one doctor in my life. I prayed a lot because the last surgeon I saw before the one that did the surgery seemed ok but I said something that must have annoyed him and he threw me out. He said, you need to see another doctor. When I got to the hallway I laughed and laughed, probably out of hysteria and relief. I was glad I checked again on healthgrades. I hope both of us feel better.