Hi Thanks for feeling okay to tell your story. This is where this site is so great that we can voice our opionins and not be judgemental at all. I feel that maybe it wasn't a good situation for you to return to wrok if you suffered such trauma there, although not good that the employers didn't allow you to come back. Unfortunatley, this stigma seems to be ongoing and unless we make a stand this as you know will continue. If you have been dependant on drugs to ease the pain and I can see that youv'e had more than you fair share, do you feel that to take another is a good move to make? I don't consider myself to think that
pot is okay only because when I was about 20 I started using and became reliant on it and saw to many people never get over the use. In my day was the 70's a fun era in many ways although the only drugs obtainalbe was pot , lsd, heroin. I stopped taking the weed as I was well aware of the dependency. However on saying that and if it is legal in the states and gives you relief who am I too judge. I would say though to think of your beautiful little boy, who you obviously adore. Rely on him to give you the ongoing strength that you need. I too have experienced anxiety from a really young age and depression later in life. We just have to believe in ouselves really. You are young take the opportunities that will come your way. I don't beleive that you will feel guilt or remorse because I think that you will make the right cchoice for you. Thanks for sharing once again its' great just to talk sometimes, beleive me it helps. Please stay in touch we are a caring bunch here and help each other as much as we can. Take care Piglit

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