Hi Teri,
I just found this group and I can tell what a valuable person and appreciated member you are to this group. It saddens me to hear your struggles, I will keep you in my prayers.
I’ve struggled with depression from coughing for the past 16 yrs. While Dr.s told me there was nothing wrong with me. When finally diagnosed with bronchiectasis 4 yrs. ago, then finally 2 weeks ago the MAC diagnosis bringing it all together.
I look for pearls of wisdom and little miracles.
Today I heard that
“if tomorrow we had only the things we were grateful for today” what would we put on our grateful list or thank our God or Higher Power.

This is the switch that turned on my light for today. I hope this helps you too along with the love, prayers and support from your friends on this site. Namaste