Pain pump, I have one, how about one for you?
I have had an implanted pain pump in my abdomen for about 18 months. It is a miracle. I get a total of 4.764 mgs. of Dilaudid, If I administer all of the 10 extra micro does I can have in 24 hours. If I don't use those extra doses I get 2.74 mgs. over 24 hours. The effect is 300 times more effective than if I took the same dose orally. I go to my doctors office every 3 months to have the pump refilled. I'm there for about 15 minutes. The actual process of refilling the pump takes no more than 5 minutes and is painless. No prescriptions to worry about, no one wondering if I'm misusing or selling my pain meds, no one making me feel like a drug addict or a criminal. In our current climate this is even more important than it was two years ago. Many Doctors want nothing to do with pain patients or writing scripts for pain meds. I know many of you have been there. This method is especially good for back issues as the drug is delivered via a catheter which runs up my spin. Yes, I still have pain but it's pain I can live with. If your Doctor doesn't know about this or doesn't want to do it contact a pain clinic. The Doctor who put mine in is a Neurosurgeon. If you have any questions please respond.
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I was wondering how the trial went?
The trial was excellent for pain relief but my bladder couldn’t handle it. I was upset to say the least. Did not move forward.
What do the docs say? Is your bladder a problems a seperate problem?
I had had Left knee replacement X2 within the last three years and there was still constant pain in my knee but had a pain pump before my knee surgery and my pain specialist told me it would help my knee but it never did. It helped my back and sciatica but did not touch my fibromyalgia nor my knee pain. it was later determined that my knee pain was due to nerves not from the knee itself. However, my pain specialist took me off the pain pump due to a bunch of misunderstandings and I am now in great pain in my back and my sciatica plus the knee pain. I am miserable but because I wrote too many messages explaining my predicament, my pain specialist took me off the portal so I could no longer talk to her that way. She is not going to put me back on the pump and I don't know where to go from here. I cannot do even light housework and am so very frustrated. She worked two hours away from us so having to drive for more than four hours was difficult for both of us; so I tried a local pain specialist in my small Arizona town. He recommended some long acting opioids for me and then denied that he had ever said that; in the meantime, I was being taken off gradually from the pump and in explaining what happened, I wanted back on the dosage I was on but she will not increase it again. In asking her for help with explanations of what had transpired, I wrote too many portal messages so was taken off the portal. What??? How am I supposed to get help?? Is there anyone in Arizona who manages pain pumps? Is that good healthcare to not let patients ask for help through their portal? I thought that was what it was for!
Or should I just go back on opioids again?
Dear Fellow "Walking Wounded" person - I Really hope you're still on this site. I read almost your entire "string" and was moved to join the site & respond.
Your Story was compelling & So VERY Hopeful. It is the 1st (Personal story) I have been able to relate to... I would love to find out how you're doing 5/9/2022
Although my history is different then yours: I Believe our "Fighting / Surviving Spirits" are uniquely similar.
This morning I was given the Pain Pump as my best (if not Last) option.
I am frightened to "Rock" the proverbial boat. For the past 9 years (since I was rear-ended by a commercial truck & trailer I "thought" I had figured out a way to stabilize & manage my pain without any real side effects or serious reductions in mental functioning.
Prior to the 2013 truck accident:
I had broken my back in multiple places. L1 Burst with ensuing "domino effect" fracturing a many of other vertebras. They managed to save me Humpty-Dumpty style with an emergency Life-flight, followed by an 11 hour T11 - L3 Laminectomy surgery including hauling out a big hunk of hip bone grafted to replace the missing" L1.
Add (2) 7.5" titanium rods (4) 3.5" screws & (2) 5.5" hooks & you have my back BEFORE a 30,000 pound truck slammed into me at 50 MPH.
Recovering from the 1st accident was fast & easy for me - My business was 13 months old & I literally had to work right out of the hospital bed. In the subsequent years, I Often worked over 100 hours per week, Played 104 holes in a (1) day charity golf-a-thon. That was my Pre-Truck life.
After the Truck accident EVERYthing changed. I Really had to fight (for my life) to get back to some semblance of living. (Not my life, but A life).
The "med history" is the simplest way to depict how messed up my body was after truck & how far I've been able to fight my way back...
I Instigated & Successfully Implemented, an approximate 90% pain med reduction: Without withdrawal & at the time: AGAINST medical advice.
From:
(1) 100 mcg patch every 48 hour (And 300 Norcos Per Month)
To:
(1) 25 mcg patch every 48 - 72 hours (And 150 - 180 Norcos Per Month)
***However, between the Insurance & The Pharmacist: They will only allow 100 per day - IF they allow it at All...
I too have been lied to, humiliated, shamed, lectured & (Literally) verbally abused by "well meaning" but ignorant pharmacists. Even After my Doctor (of 20 years) personally called to explain my injuries.
Politics has (of late) made those of us with Medically Unfixable Bodies Criminally Offensive. I know you understand... Your distinction between addiction & dependency is the best I've read capturing the difference,
With All medical alternatives exhausted: "Hiding" the pain from my brain has been the only thing my medical team has been able to offer... NOW because of the Incessant Bureaucratic Pressure: They are removing that option as well.
Like you, I have tried it all: Cortisone, Epidurals, Thousands of hours of PT, Yoga, Power Yoga plus pus Plus...
Additionally, I have developed hundreds of physiological & psychological (NON Narcotic) work arounds" & have lower my meds as far as I can (Too far really) & still keep a roof over my head & dogfood in the bowl.
Put Plainly I will not be able to fight / manage the pain enough to earn a living or care for myself.
Like you, The VERY Last Thing I want is ANY Type of Drug Induced "High".
I NEED MY BRAIN Actively Functioning & Clear. My Clear mind allows me to think my way through the things my body can no longer do. It protects me from situations or circumstances that could do additional damage to my already broken body.
Enough About Me!
Back To You & Your Illustrious, Triumphant Journey: I have so many questions (for you) & Gosh, I would be So Much More than indebted if you'd be willing to chat.
Most Respectfully.
Little d
I am still around. Five years with the pump. Still using a cane and a walker and doing as much as I can. Pain is still a near constant companion but one I can live with. I've found that anything I can lean or against eases the pain of the moment and I continue on. I bought a recumbent crosstrainer, Nu-Step machine early in the pandemic. I've improved my lung function enough to say I no longer have COPD. We can live with pain as long as it's not too much. Sitting here typing, pain is a vague, inconsequential background noise.
I eat exactly whatever I want. Protein, fat no sugar. I drink whatever I want, good French wine. A little gardening on the deck. My wife is now retired so I have her company as well as my adult son who has Down's syndrome and lives at home. I play my guitars, cook gourmet meals and write poetry. My wife out writes me 10 to 1 and is really quite good.
Seven years free from cancer I feel well. Age is taking it's toll but that is to be expected. I am disgusted with the state of affairs America has fallen into. I still believe in one set of facts, one correct answer and respect the truth.
I haven't heard any mention of a need to replace my pump. That may happen soon and of course I will.
I hope yours has brought you some relief. The combination of the pump and adjusting my activities to what I can manage has brought me to a good place. I'm really glad I don't need the megadoses of opiates I used to take. Most important is managing my mental health, fighting off depression. It is the worse component of any health situation. I don't know how the uninsured stay alive or those without a supportive family and friends network.
I have a lot to be grateful for and having gratitude is the greatest reward.
I hope you to are well. Love and Blessings.
I think it’s awful that your doctor blocked you from using the patient portal! Especially if you live 2 hours away. I know my doctors want me to schedule appointments to go over questions I have about my care. I’ve been able to schedule video appts and even phone appts since Covid quarantined everyone. Most of my doctors still offer those appts. Does yours? That might be a way to communicate your concerns directly. I always make a list of what I want to talk about prior to my appt and cover as much as I can.
Call your doctors office and see if you can schedule a video or phone appointment. Sounds like the only way you will get answers to your questions without driving to see them! If you can schedule a video or phone appt, tell them you will no longer use the portal to communicate with your doctor the way you have. You should have access to your medical records and other information found on their portal!
I am scheduled for my pain pump trial, have had 10operations on my spine, first spinal fusion the neurosurgeon fractured/collapsed L3 and fractured L5.
Last operation 2020, the L3 nerve was cut, now have horrible hip, leg and knee pain along with spasms in my leg,. My question is this: will the pain pump at least lower the pain where I can function? I am on oxycodone orally now 5 mg 3 times a day, any higher and I’m banging into walls.
Also, did you get a spinal headache after surgery?
Welcome @en517dz, I'm sure Stephen @wsh66 had the same concern as you about whether or not the pain pump will at least lower the pain where you can function. I think that is what the trial is used to determine and adjust as needed. Hopefully you will get some relief soon. How soon is your pain pump trial scheduled?
I've had my pump for 5 years. First please understand that your current dose is tiny. 3 x 5 mg. If any more is too much you are on the wrong dose. You can have Gene testing done to determine which meds you can matabolize or digest without problems. You get tested via a spinal inection to see if a given drug works. If one doesn't work they should try another. Morphine failed for me. Hydromorphone is much stronger and worked well.
I keep thinking about your current dose. When I got my pump after several surgeries was taking 220 mgs. of oxycontin, 32 mgs. of dilaudid plus 20 mg. of Valium each day and it wasn't working. I had to be declared a palliative patient and meet with a psychiatrist and a physiatrist to make sure I wasn't an addict and was not mentally ill. The surgery requires a good neurosurgeon as they threaded a catheter up you spine.
Life is livable and enjoyable but I am disabled by pain. Can walk short distances with a cane or behind a grocery cart. If I just stand or walk I will be in too much pain to continue. I have adjusted my environment and home to allow me to do out things sitting down or leaning on a stool.
The best part of the pump is no side affects from the drug. You don't digest it before
it helps you. Nothing is perfect. Oral narcotics only work for so long. Mine were failing miserably. Now I get 5 to 6 mgs. of hydromrphone every 24 hours. 1 mg. is controlled by me with a remote. 10 doses via a remote control, limited to 10 per 24 hours. Those 10 are .09 mgs. each.
I never had headaches.
I don't think you are ready for the pump if you are only taken. 3 doses of oxygen per day. That is a tiny dose. You are probably allergic to it if that is all you can tolerate. Finding pain management is harder than ever. I suggest seeing a pain specialist who understands narcotics. Then find a neurosurgeon who has done a lot of pumps. You need to also line up who will mange your pump
Every 10 to 12 weeks they put a templet on your tummy, insert a needle into the pump nipple and remove the old meds and then put in fresh meds. Then they download info from your pump.
The best we can do is make pain bearable. To that end we need to continue to do stretching and exercising hopefully with input from a good physical therapist. Even more important is maintaining mental health and doing everything we can to avoid or treat depression which includes a good diet and regular exercise. Nothing aggravates pain like depression.
I wish you the best of luck with this. If you have more questions don't hesitate to ask. Go online to Genesight.com and learn about Gene testing.
Love and Blessings Stephen