Hey there y’all it was so nice and calming to see all such strong and brave people here... i go through the same , the same loneliness and a feeling of having no friends .. its not like i never had friends i still do now ... have some great friends but it always feels like there friends with me because i listen to them , take interest in what they are saying no matter what ever i am going through i would always be there for them to listen them pouring there hearts out , asking me stuff fo i look beautiful today , has my skin gone dull , look i made this nd all .... nd I’d be the happiest or the most worried for them ...
Now most people would say why then i feel lonely ... well its because its alot one sided in every good friendship , i feel like the moment i discuss something about myself , i made that or im happy or sad theres usually a very dull reply or even the topic shifts to them ... its not that i complain about this but its just that then i feel im so lonely in a group of friends .. or may be im not interesting ,or maybe i said something wrong , maybe my jokes aren’t good maybe I shouldn’t discuss anything with anyone and only listen to them ... thats why most people say me i am a less talkative person but i dont talk due to my fears ... i just wish if there could be a group of friends where i can talk freely , joke around discuss what is in my heart and they listen to me wholeheartedly ...
i even dont mind someone telling me where am i wrong .. maybe i am wrong but i just need somrone , a sincere friend maybe ..