My heart goes out to you. My symptons started about 10years after treatment. I kept going to the doctor for symptons. Go for a bunch of tests where they found nothing. Eventually the symptoms went away but the severe symptons keep coming back. Yes always tired always spacey. enjoy the good days. It was a relief to find this forum. I understand more of whats happening to my body and we are not crazy. Knowing it's real has helped me alot in dealing with post interfereon syndrome. Best luck to you