I've applied for a ton of remote postions... they ended up not being remote. I was heartbroken! Diet in general is difficult as I have severe gastroparesis and the pyloric sphincter just clamps down and I end up vomiting. I do little things like photography, write, design/invent things on paper, to keep my mind busy, but I've lost interest in a lot of it and am dead broke. Self Care is HUGE, and I'm having trouble getting the pieces to come together. I'm still waiting to hear about MRIs that were supposed to be taken twice a year, and haven't been done before covid. everything is so hectic, everyone is in a daze! I've been applying for jobs, but all the work and stress of it has thrown me into a huge flare, just again telling me, why do I even bother if I won't be able to do the job.

Thank you for listening, I'd like to hear about you too, I'm sorry I'm just wiped, please message again if you'd like!