@lizzy102 ❤ Yes, we definitely can relate to all of your feelings! I am sure each one of us has an incident similar to your story or Rosemary's story where we feel we goofed up. On top of dealing with the medical situation, we all have layers and layers of emotions related to our transplants too. So we need to remember to be kind and gentle to ourselves. We are all just human beings trying to do our best, but each of us has messed up at one time or another. Were you taking any other immune suppression during the time you missed your Tacronlimis, (Something like Mycophenolate or Myfortic)?