@gingercorless, Oh My Goodness...I've been there...jaundice, varices, fatigue...Believe me when I say that it will get better when he gets his liver transplant. In the meantime the wait can be miserable and seemingly endless. For my husband, it was as awful as it was for me and I am certain that is how it is for you. We were married for 34 years when I received my own simultaneous liver and kidney transplant.
Ginger, How many years have you and your husband been together? Are you thinking of anything that you and he will do after he is recovered?