It was good to read this. I had the lowest moment of my grief at 2;15 a.M. I was ready to end it all. Fortunately I had written down the telephone number of the suicide line that was provided by this group. Someone listened to me pour it all out. No stupid questions were asked or advice given. She just listened. This was so cathartic for me. I felt so much better afterwards I know now that this will not happen again come what may.