Is chronic fatigue syndrome however I was not aware of that other condition which accurately describes my muscles go through so that's interesting but chronic fatigue which I haven't been officially diagnosed but all the research I've done I'm pretty sure that's part of what's wrong with me as well I have thought about a teaching hospital or Mayo clinic but I have to pay out of pocket and it's not doable at this point. I'm honestly at a loss I feel like these doctors just aren't helping and I'm hitting wall after wall after wall