Hello everyone, sorry for the delay in response. I have not had a chance to respond yet as my little boy has recently had surgery and life has been a bit crazy! I will write longer when I get a chance, meanwhile, I am so sorry for everything you have been through. I experienced a PPH one week after giving birth. It was completely unexpected and I did not even know such things could happen. I woke up from surgery with my uterus, tubes, and hopes for having a "normal" life and more children...gone. It was and still is devastating. I have not received any local support even though I have reached out for it with my OBGYN and the hospital. People act as if it is "no big deal" and always say dismissive things such as, "At least you have..." I feel those comments actually make things worse and make me feel crazy for having such a hard time with this! Anyways, I will write more later. For now, I hope that you can find people who will let you process and work through the sudden loss of everything that goes with an emergency hysterectomy. Sending lots of love and strength!