I have been feeling the same way much of the pandemic. Life is not the same. But even being high risk, I’ve been able to do lots of things outside. Walks with friends, skiing (good quality masks in line ups but off for skiing), dinners outdoors under a canopy with a propane camp fire.

Outdoors is quite safe if not crowded so I wonder if you’d feel safe going back to your field planting volunteer job?

All the best! We’ll get through this.