@rwinney Yeah, it kind of stinks. But, the light is still shining through and I've chosen to stay in its presence at all costs. With this new school, I've had to regiment all my homework and other studies. My day-to-day is more structured than I'm used to. I don't enjoy it entirely, but I know that ultimately it's in my favor, whether I can see/feel/taste the immediate or possibly delayed results. I will say also, that I've noticed myself being a lot more mindful of my plate and what's on it. In addition, I'm really tuning into my body's needs i.e. rest. I'm really slowing down and exhausted more often than not. Pain constantly fluctuates. I'm trying to train my brain to accept the coming changes but also being proactive in evolving a counter plan of attack. Thing like introducing a walk here and there if possible, or drawing or crocheting if I feel I can't be "up and at 'em". And most of all, learning to enjoy gracious moments, small or big. For example, watching the Olympics for 20 mins or self-tattooing for 10 mins or just seeing the smiles on little kids' faces as I give back to them, in hopes of eternal impact. Life is hard, but my spirit is stronger 😉 <3 Thanks for always looking out for me and encouraging me and so many others daily. I pray you are well, sending all of the good in this world your way! 🙂