Over a year out from the Covid vaccine and I still do no have enough energy or motivation to take on diagnosing and treating of two of the three autoimmune diseases. When I had my first overwhelming attack of Hashimotos, I was bed riddem for two years and just basically vegged the whole time. Until this old physical psychological breakdown, I was a busy practicing psychologist in private practice. I took a two year sabbatical and just lay around unable to do anything more than absolute basics. I was never diagnosed or treated, but eventually I started seeing a few clients as something was shifting. I was 38 years younger and the disability knocked completely on my butt for 2 years. Had to take a sabbatical from my private pschology practice. What I am going through now is somewhat similar like being a deep black hole of no physical or psychological energy or motivation, but worse because of the long list of additional physical problems on top of the Hashimotos and my 89 years of age. There is no conserving energy because i am off the scale in low energy. I am always happiest with my head on a pillow in bed. Added to all the problems, I've had open heart surgery with a valve replacement and double kidney infections which are incipient, always there, but barely suppressed because of the weekly infusions of gamma globulin, plus a list of other serious issues. I am so nonfunctional, I am living with my son, and can barely get up the stairs to make a meal. Son has been kind and helpful, doing much of the physical stuff for me. Somehow, I have the sense that there can be a recovery. I have ordered magnets because of stories of healing from similar diseases. I am open to suggestions. My former house and present bedroom are like an alternative pharmacy for having tried so many different types of over the counter stuff, hoping for a miracle. If anyone has found new sources of energy, I am open to stories of healing. Appreciate all who are reaching out or concerned.