Hi @loribmt! I have been going through some hard time health wise and thought to come back to the forum as it has been helping me out a lot (mostly you!)

Since a month or so my symptoms have been strong in my stomach/throat and the tiredness very difficult with work. I am going through another gastroscopy next week and sonography and still waiting for the genetic testing which might take a few months still. I have also been thinking that some of the infections might not have been found in my blood test since my CD4 is so low that I need a big amount of blood to test positive for a test. That’s also what they are investigating.

2 months ago, I decided to accept another job opportunity which is a big career step for me with a salary that double. I accepted the role thinking I was feeling okay but now I doubt my physical ability to do it and Im not even excited as its giving me stress. I can still revert to the previous job most likely if I talk with my boss if I do it very soon. Its a great job as well (been there for 3 years). I do feel very heartbroken and confuse what to do, when I have good days I’m grateful but when I have bad days I just want to hang in there and enjoy this stability. Having a new high position job is demanding, and also risking to be in probation.

I would really like to hear some advice from you, and your experience handling sickness and work. I need to take a hard decision right now.

I hope you are good and still enjoying live very much. It looks like you did become a major contributor to this forum. Big congrats! Its so valuable.