I cannot imagine the pain you face each day. I have a friend who deals with this, she does try to have a life anyway. She comes to the barn a few times per month even though she has given up her own horses. She spends time with mine.
My heart breaks every time I hear about this, and I think about how they always say, “we fixed this problem” but truly there is always a risk with implants, even if the risks have changed. If women truly understood the risks, I think a lot less of them would opt in.
Is there anything that makes this problem a little better in your day to day? Have any interventions been tried, other than surgical?