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What IS the point? Adult kids don't seem to care.
Depression & Anxiety | Last Active: Apr 4 9:07pm | Replies (125)Comment receiving replies
Yes. Tired of living. And angry though, for the abandonment. I want to abandon them and I just can’t let myself. It’s all too much work, the “being grateful or what I have,” the putting in a happy face, the shoving down my feelings. The realization that lots of folks have it worse. Nobody can be bothered to check in on me, in spite of knowing what I’ve been going through. I’ve been the support for so many family and friends through the years. When I need it, radio silence.
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I too am tired of living. I wake up every morning feeling doom even though I am on an antidepressant. My home burned down in May. I was abandoned by all the people I have supported tirelessly throughout my life. You are probably like me, I gave but didn't expect anything in return. This experience however has made me bitter. Yesterday was Xmas. Not one of my friends I have helped through the years called or sent me a card. It hurts. I feel used and wonder why I was so generous.
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@nousername I know the feeling. Try not to stay there too long as you are allowing the bad to win. I am sad for how things are for you as it is a very lonely place.