Oh, dear Heart, my goodness, I’m so sorry to hear this news about Michael and especially now since you can’t even be with him for support. You two have been through so much together!

Has Michael been having symptoms that put him in the hospital and then he was diagnosed yesterday? It sounds like the full body scan will taken to make sure the cancer hasn’t spread. You must be beside yourself with worry.

Are you doing ok? Please try to keep positive thoughts. I know you’ve been working so hard on your anxiety control and making huge progress. Make sure you take that time daily for your head-clearing walks. It’s more important now than ever.

It goes without saying, my friend, you are both in my thoughts and prayers for the best possible outcome for the scan on Monday and for strength and healing. 🙏 I wish I could reach through this computer and embrace you for support. I hope you’re family is gathering around you for support as well.

Please keep us posted here as you know more. Love and peace to you…

HearttoHeart, I'm not sure if this is helpful, but I wanted to let you know that there is an Esophageal Cancer group here on Mayo Clinic Connect where you can connect with others:

- Esophageal Cancer https://connect.mayoclinic.org/group/esophageal-cancer/

There's also a monthly support group that you can attend on Zoom for patients and caregivers. You don't have to be a Mayo patient to attend:
- Esophageal Cancer Support Monthly Meeting https://connect.mayoclinic.org/event/esophageal-cancer-support-monthly-meeting-104/

Sending you my thoughts and a virtual shoulder to lean on when you need it.

@hearttoheart1

I'm so sorry to hear of Michael's added health problems and the fact that you can't be with him makes it almost intolerable for both of you! I'll be joining Lori and others in praying for you both.

Please do post updates and let Connect know whenever you need us for support. We are here and listening.