Hello @zia123 and welcome to Mayo Clinic Connect. Thank you for joining this discussion and sharing your life and experience through the lens of the spouse. The way in which you shared what you have both gone through in your marriage shows the love you both have for one another and the struggle as well.

I see that @marbee21 has reached out to you and responded so will let the pair of you connect more.

You said you recently realized you are not ok with a sexless marriage so I am wondering how you feel you are going to move forward?