Hi @jonasd. My first thought for you would be to seek out a support group in your area. Check to see if NAMI has meetings near by. Sometimes a group can help when a professional can't. The professional is really there to help you learn to deal with the problems and to teach you to work with some ideas and tools. They aren't there for a lot of support. A good group supports each other and might be of some help when you are in crisis.