@contentandwell @artscaping @qigongangel Thank you so much for all the supportive feedback. I am a nursing professor and a strong vaccine advocate. I had the idea that I was and behaving similarly to those who are vaccine hesitant. Unfortunately, I have not had a good PCP yet at Kaiser, since I joined in 2016 (the one o wanted finally had an opening after trying for months). Ordinarily, I would be able to go to my PCP, have a conversation and get resources, but I haven’t trusted my PCPs enough to do that. Hopefully I can with this one. But it’s helpful to know a way to reach a rep at the drug company. I will start searching for the clinical trial findings, which I haven’t been able to access so far. Unfortunately, I do have a history of adverse reactions, as well as paradoxical reactions, as well as allergies, to several drugs. Adverse reactions from Topamax were multi system and my urinary tract never really completely recovered. So I have a more personal fear of opening myself up to something that will stay in my system unavoidably for a year. I will most definitely follow up and feel like I’m in the right place. Thank you.