I'd like to find someone soon. My quality of life is low and becoming worse as times go on. I'd like to be able to function better. I'd like to go back to school (and still work for Mayo), but I cannot anytime soon due to my health. It's affected my depression and somedays I can barely get out of bed. I completely understand how some EDS patients take their own life. I can't blame them. I'm almost in that boat.