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Suicide, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Depression
Mental Health | Last Active: Nov 18, 2011 | Replies (8)Comment receiving replies
i can kind of relate my best friend died a year and a half ago and he was addicted to heroin and he was 3 months sober and he was living with his aunt for awhile and invited me to a bbq with his family and my mom wouldnt let me go im sure that broke his heart and then i started hanging out with someone for the whole summer instead of him because he smoked me out and i hung out with him once like a week before he died and i blame myself for his death and always will i had a 'dream' even though i didnt think it was a dream he called me at 3am and i picked up and no one answered so i just hung up but im pretty positive he was oding and wanted me to save him and i saw it on cops someone oding on heroin and he was there for 4 hours and then they found him and saved him and all before this i was absolutely tortured all throughout middle school getting called every thing from faggot to whatever they could think of i got white washed ketchup throw in my face and now all i hear daily is faggot loser whatever im just reliving it and its driving me crazy...
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Hang in there. My son and I are doing a bit better for now. We have bad days but with God's help we'll be fine. I will hope and pray for the best for you. If you're still in school just remember it won't last forever. Try to do your best and ignore the fools that bust on you. Have faith and know that it's true that what they do to others will come back on them. Find someone you can talk to - a teacher, a counselor, even someone at crisis intervention or call a hospital emergency room if you need someone to speak to. There are always people out there that will listen. So if you find yourself having thoughts of hurting yourself please don't there are people out there that do care. The pain of loosing a family member to suicide are totally devastating and hard to overcome. Remember this - we are all God's children and God doesn't make mistakes. We all have a purpose in life. We all have a reason for being!!! God doesn't make losers, he created us all to succeed and it's up to us to decide if that's what we want to do. Have faith and SUCCEED!!!! I wish you the best!!!