Yes here I’m scared now , for the future surgery or not. Hard to live scared , telling my self all will be ok not knowing has sent me into a depression and therapy. On top I keep thinking that it’s possibly self inflicted cause everything I thought was harmless palpitations. My kiddos are my angels that I love so much and need to be here with as you do your son. My girls are 3 and 5. My aneurysm was 4.3 on last months ct down from 4.6 in June somehow. Confused and living on a prayer - nightmare that never ends - our minds have to over power cause it seems we don’t have a choice.