....so 1 step forward, 3 back. "Therapist" agreed to a phone appointment later today, she is in another area... just not up to a zoom yet. Not sure if I mentioned but in bed so went thru some papers and I "think" although had neuropathy, the "internal tremors" started around time started a lot of dental work (my last dentist was off work a year and passed away so only cleaning done). So then I clued in that perhaps its all the freezing - 5 visits - as I found drug reaction between lanocaine? and clonazepam ... so who knows . Shaking is not visible from outside but its all inside and it has been slowly progressing over the months but I put it aside to deal with other problems mental and physical. Am trying to find out from dentist what was used but also had freezing last Sept. when fell and needed stitch in hand... sorry if I am repeating. Yesterday when woke at 5am I suddenly remembred the doc at emerge when putting in freezing for stitch in my hand: : its the same stuff the dentist uses....now a long process to try and find out what that was as woke up the next morning shaking from head to toe for half hour but it went away, and i actually FORGOT about it til yesterday. IF it is something to do with the freezing there is no turning back/fix but not sure I can cope with this added illness. So crybaby me but if depression kicks in as it did few years ago after c.diff etc. etc., I dont thnk I can fight it this time around. Thanks.