Lost: Being sick and not knowing why wears on you
Needing to vent. I am feeling like a human dartboard. I've been fighting something for years and my physicians have been little help. It's like a specific set of symptoms present, they throw a dart and suggest a random diagnosis. I recognize they can't know everything and there have been limitations to my ability to find answers...location, finances, insurance. So don't get me wrong this isn't a "I hate doctors" vent. To the contrary I have the utmost respect for really great doctors. I am just frustrated. This morning maybe, after another week of waiting I will hear back from my doctor on my blood work. He suspects a tumor. Obviously I don't want a tumor. However I am not freaking out because I have 'been there done that' with false diagnoses so many times...lupus, chronic fatigue, cancer, fibromyalgia, MS hypothyroid, parkinson's... You can only handle so much and I don't know which is worse, to hear they don't know what's wrong or to throw a diagnosis at you, without any real testing and you think your life just came to a halt. Being sick and not knowing why for a really long time wears on you not just physically but mentally. It's exhausting and day's like today I just want to quit trying to find answers and just deal with the sick and deal with the pain.
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@fortshaw Welcome to connect.We are a caring group who try to help if we can.It sounds like you have gone through all the testing.I can only suggest environmental maybe.Any change in soaps,any new chemicals around you that you could breath in? Any new situation you have had ? I'm sorry you are going through this and perplexed by it Please let us know if you find anything out Blessings to you
@fortshaw Nice to meet you. Welcome to Connect.
I'm sorry to hear that you have fallen ill and there are still not answers despite all of the tests.
I have moved your question to another existing discussion. I did this so you could connect with people in similar situations and in the hopes of you finding a path forward.
Members like @toomanyoars @rashida @cherriann @marye2 @joey808 @smccarty1 @toothgirl @oldkarl @2011panc have discussed a similar topic.
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May I ask what your next steps are yet?
I pray for your healing. I pray that God's peace would fill you and flow out of you today. May God give you wisdom and grace to bring His peace to your difficult situations. I can relate to your post. I too am feeling sickly and going to numerous doctors to try and find out what is going on with me. The worse is nausea.
@toomanyoars I have a similar story. 10 years of mystery. Diagnosed tith Sjogrens. MS..a plethora of automimmune diseases.
Straight to the point. Although I do have some autoimmune diseases, the real culprits were/are my medications! 10 years of this nightmare. I finally figured it put once I had my psychiatrist qean my of the xanax.
Benzodiazepines can mimic chronic illness.
Hi @jdj1rn12345 and welcome to Mayo Clinic Connect. I noticed that you wished to post a URL to an article with your message. You will be able to add URLs to your posts in a few days. There is a brief period where new members can't post links. We do this to deter spammers and keep the community safe. Clearly the link you wanted to post are not spam, so allow me to post it here.
- How Benzodiazepines Mimic Chronic Illness and What To Do About It https://www.benzoinfo.com/2018/04/28/how-benzodiazepines-mimic-chronic-illness-and-what-to-do-about-it/
Once you tapered off benzodiazepines, may I ask what treatment or lifestyle changes you made to manage the condition for which the benzo was prescribed?
@toomanyoars I was thinking about you and just wondered if you were ever able to get help from your insurance company? Were you able to see the rheumatologist and endocrinologist? If you care to, please let me know any updates.