@keltothemoon Manni...I applaud you in reaching out to get help. In the beginning it is a bit confusing and overwhelming in trying to get information especially when one has more questions than answers, but I have found Mayo Connect to be great resource and people here are so understanding. As one who has great bouts of depression and diagnosed as bipolar, I need to remind myself to be kind to oneself.
Sending prayer, blessings n hugs your way.🙇